Hello and welcome back to another
Faith Filled Friday!
Tonight I found myself wrapping up
some paperwork for work and decided to start wrapping the presents. I was so
tired and stressed from constantly playing catch-up, so it felt good to shift
my remaining energy toward the gift-wrapping.
While I was sitting there I noticed
I had no stimuli to help create a better evening. I didn't want to switch on
the television and get lost in all of the bad news, so I decided to turn on the
stereo. As I glided through my old CD collection, I came across an old band I
had not listened to in so many years so I put that one in. About four or five
songs played and I realized it was soothing my soul, making my evening and
wrapping (which I may add I am really terrible at) much better.
And then a song came on that made me
stop what I was doing. The memories the song brought hit me pretty hard. Music
has always had a profound impact upon me; it is a way to my soul. It has a way
of taking us back, doesn’t it?
This particular song lifted me back
to a different time of life and it was almost as if I felt a different part of
me, like a previous chapter of myself. It was almost spiritual in its own
way.
I couldn't help but feel tears well
up from deep within me. There was a lot of sadness in that chapter of life, but
I can tell you there was more a prevalent happiness and warmth from it as well.
I won't go into the details but I will say this: I am a true believer that
there are memories and emotions within us all that we don't sit down and
cherish enough. Sometimes something like a song comes along and releases them
when we least expect it.
There are a thousand and one reasons
in which we don't take the time to harness out and relish our memories, but
shouldn't life not only be about reflecting, but also taking the time to just
play a good song, sit down in peace and quiet and absorb the moment of a great
memory or even the present moment itself? Tonight I felt a peace despite some
of the pain in it.
I love the thought that it could
very well have been God sent. Perhaps not even by playing it by chance, but
more that God inspired a group of people who wrote the song, only to sit on a
shelf for years and released at a perfect time 20 years later. I told a friend
about it and he said "Chance!" At this stage in my life I think I
have come to believe that "Chance" itself can very well be God sent
as well.
For me it's a good night, as I hope
it is for all of you. Don't we all deserve such a thing? Much love everyone and
remember to keep a part of yourself reserved for when these precious memories
come along and you can reflect, absorb all while letting a great song spark it
off.
John
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