Thanks so much for joining me today for the second part of this
publication update. I guess that’s what I get for waiting so long!
I need to rewind a bit to lead into where we are going next with this
update. About a year and a half ago, I had met Nan Rinella, the
coordinator for the C.S. Lewis workshops, at a Starbucks when my first
book, A Cup of Encouragement for the Day” came out. Her joy for the Lord
and my passion to share the Lord connected us instantly and we stayed
in touch, but it wasn’t until three months after I met her that she
wrote me to tell me she loved my book and that she was going to quote
from it in her teaching for the upcoming workshop. She invited me to
attend and said I could sell the book there.
Well, it just wasn’t the right time – how many times have we had to
hear that – and so I didn’t go. But this year, as the conference drew
close, she got a hold of me again and invited me. I asked her if the
offer to sell books still stood because by then I would have three! She
told me she would bet back with me. To make that long story short,
through a series of what I deem divine, I would up having a conversation
with the president/founder of the C.S. Lewis Foundation, and learned
that their headquarters is in Redlands, California, just around the
corner from us.
But wait, it gets better! Through that connection something else has
transpired: On November 15th, CPM will move its office, which is
currently in our home, in with C.S. Lewis Foundation Headquarters! I
know, I can’t believe it either! What a huge blessing and a ginormous
reminder that He hears the cries of our heart. We had only begun praying
about this a couple months prior and I thought that was something way
down the road.
So in between the event, writing, blogging, taking care of little
Bryden, I’ve had this mental note: Need to begin studying this C.S.
Lewis guy! I don’t mind telling you I am totally ignorant about him!
Well, I’ve only gotten to scratch at the surface because of all that
life is requiring of me at this point, but I headed to this conference
hopeful!
Now, let’s get back to the conference. After Nan’s class about how to
pitch an agent, we sat and talked for a bit about her experience with
Agent Steve Laube. All of a sudden her eyes pop open and she says,
“Steve needs a helper; I didn’t assign him a helper.” She turned and
said, “You’re his helper,” and began to rattle off my duties, and then
sent me on my way to the next class. He was due in any moment and he
would be teaching at 3:30.
At lunch, I asked Nan, “So how does one get an appointment with
Steve?” She looked at me as though I had just asked a pretty stupid
question: “You make an appointment. You have to sign up!”
I popped up and out of my chair and ran to the registration desk only
to find there were no more appointments left! When I told Nan she said
don’t worry about it. You’re his helper!
Well, as it turned out, Steve was actually late to class! He had
fought the Houston traffic the entire way from the airport, which is an
hour and a half away. He came straight to class without checking in,
getting water, collecting $200, did not pass go, et cetera! I was
immediately at ease as Nan introduced us. His class was about the dos
and don’ts of pitching, and he shared some of his experiences with some
outlandish pitches. It was kind of like listening to an American Idol
version gone bad, you know, those people who think they can sing but
can’t hold a tune in a bucket let alone in and out their mouth! Anyway, he was quite engaging and real and I liked him immediately!
Going back to my room Friday night, though I had no scheduled
appointment with him, I really did have a peace as the words of Jeremiah
29:11 floated to the surface of my heart and traveled to my mind. I
knew if I was supposed to get that time with him, I would; if not, it
wasn’t or isn’t my time.
Saturday morning, after our service and before classes began, I was
going out to the hallway and ran into him. He was with a couple of other
guys but I comfortably stopped to talk with him for a moment, letting
him know if he needed anything to let me know. And he said, “Yeah, and
we’re supposed to talk sometime today.”
That sometime turned out to be right then. Whew, no time to get
nervous; or so one would think. But I did and my nerves hit me all at
once like a huge wave that rocked me and left me with cotton mouth. I
began somewhat clumsily, and then the rest of it was an out-of-body
experience as I sat with him for almost 25 minutes sharing my heart to
encourage hearts, one heart at a time. See, an agent is the instrument
used to negotiate with a large publishing house that distributes in mass
quantity, getting books out on the shelves and into the hands and
hearts. It’s not that my work would be over; it just wouldn’t feel like
I’m trying to push this gigantic life-sized boulder up a mountain!
Again, there’s so much I could say about that time with him, and the
blessing of a couple of other opportunities I had to get to know him,
but let me just close this publication update with this: He took my
novel, “Back to Single,” and will be reading it to see if I have the
kind of writing talent he wants to work with. The fact that he spent
that time with me was a blessing in and of itself; that he took my first
novel is the cup of hope I will be drinking from as I let go and let
God while he reads it and they decide where it goes! I am learning to
relax with the gift He has given me, trusting He will use it when, where
and how HE chooses. I just need to keep working at my gift.
Who knows what the next publication update holds!
Evinda
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