In the days that followed, God honored my efforts of trying desperately to learn how to have a relationship with Bryce independent of George --that was made easier by a sad truth; I didn’t want to talk with George. I was resentful of his resentments that had been spilling out in days past. Again, I won’t stay stuck on the things that caused me pain because that’s not who and what I wish to glorify. I will however focus on what I learned through the pain and how I allowed Him to work it for my good and His glory.
One of the ways that God smiled into my soul was through moments that brought a sense of peace, a reprieve, if you will from the open heart surgery that I was undergoing at the hands of My Surgeon, Jesus. Those moments were spent watching Bryce and Jene’ be with Bryden, learning how to work as a parenting team, and Bryden literally flourishing under that teamwork. It was like they were wrapped in their blanket of new love. Ironically, Jene' has never been a mommy and even she marveled at the force and strength of her love for this little guy and had enough of a strong foundation to help Bryce in the area of parenting.
much during this trial!
Yes, that was a dose of happy to my sad soul. It was easy to back up and let them come up front to parent Bryden and now I realize it was easier because I knew it was temporary, for in just a couple more weeks, Bryce would return to T.C. and we would get back to what had become our normal.
Join me tomorrow for more . . .
Evinda
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